Friday, May 14, 2010

Summer Break

This gives me a déjà vu feeling, I could have done more things this week, but really didn't do as much as I'd like to. I complained about this before, but at least this week wasn't that critic.

"The heavy chains of worry are forged in idle hours"... This phrase might have many meanings depending on the context, but for me it basically means that when you are wasting your time, you will eventually have to pay the piper.

Fortunately, the solution for my problems came down from heaven, or at least I hope it was from heaven. Nevertheless this is a temporary solution, and probably not the best if I consider things carefully. At least I'll be busy for a month and receive some income.

Probably my biggest problem comes in terms of dealing with loneliness, it's going to be a year since I came here and I still don't have anyone to hang out with... There are many people I know, many people I meet, many people I speak with, many people asking me for help, but nobody has established a link of friendship with me... And here I find a new meaning for that cursed phrase... It is in idle hours when I have the time to remember that, and it worries me...